Born Again

I was born twice

Look at me different

I didnt ask for this

Im gods special child

I have questions though

What’s my gender

Am I more women or man

You decide

What would you do?

Blog #24

Middlesex seems like a book I’m going to really have to read hard because it’s very confusing. It’s a life it hard for me to understand. I never like movies like lord of the rings and star wars. I like realistic stuff. It will be different, but I’m up for the challenge.

A thin line

We both can have similar feelings to sex

You gave me what I gave you an ultraviolet explosion

Men can be men and act as women and so can women

Whose to sayt’s wrong

Some women are born with male organs and vice versa

Sex and gender has a thin line of difference

Together

Walk beside me not behind or in front

Talk to eachother not when spoken to

Eat as a family not when I’m done or if I’m done

Iron my clothes because I don’t know how not because I mande you

Meet me half way

Blog #23

It’s crazy how at times men get so much power. We can take over a womens life and munipulate them to do whatever we want. It sounds like a mans fantasy, but to me it’s not. I want a women to be equal to me, meet me half during discussions. I don’t want to be superior to anyone. I’m not a role model I just live my life, therefore no one should look up to me.

When men take advantage of women I see that as a weakness. What joy can a man get by his womnen being scared of him? That’s not a life I want to live. I want a women to be my significant other, not my slave. CCook for me but I’ll also cook for her. We can go half on a baby and share the world TOGETHER.

Women end up in perdictaments like this, because they allow it. Men can only do what you allow them to do honestly. SOme women don’t know their power amd some just don’t use it. Have a little bit more of respect for yourselves women, because you have a choice Celie didn’t.

Blog # 22

Well a couple of classmates and I decided to do a skit of the class. I will imitate Marlen and the rest of the group will be the students, showing different archeytypes. We will be seeking participation in our 5 minutes presentation in front of the whole class. Hopefully it’ll will be funny but also show our knowledge learned throughout the semester.

Quiz

When I was small, I was surrounded by happy people. Well when I got older I found myself asking was that a different world. Everybody came to all my recitals, and were cheering me on. They told me I was a star and other inspiring names. I found out recently that my mom and dad wasn’t together when I was little, but they were married. They made my childhood seem so good. They made me the happy go lucky person I am today. The world seemed so different, they prepared me for these days. I had a real good, happy, and fun childhood.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbKFoUhBRPs

 

When I was seven my real mother got real sick. We had to rush her to the hospital. I had crazy feelings about the whole situation; that something was wrong. I had butterflies the whole week she was there. My family tried to sugarcoat everything. I was fairly advanced at that age, they didn’t realize they couldn’t tell me anything. When she passed, it was devastating for my family and I. Everyone was trying to get custody of me, and here comes my dad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILtYtOc8lZM

 

I didn’t want to go with my dad. I had moved with him and didn’t like it. I realized his house was fun, but I did like it because I missed my mom. After time passed, my father and I had so much fun. We dressed alike all the time, and went everywhere together. Things were starting to change.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlmfNjK_l0E

 

I love college. The independence is just unreal. I represent my parents to the fullest. I like studying all day, and partying all night, knowing all my work is done. Being in a party is just a crazy vibe. I control myself all the time, no matter what the situation. It’s a good experience to be apart of.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRVFfgoIKcg

 

When I was in middle basketball was my life. I practiced everyday all day. I had the dream to go to the NBA. I knew I was going to make it. When I got to high school, basketball was out the window. I seen clothes, girls, and money. I was warped into to the fast life. I was doing everything to get money, I was selling everything. I only regret it when I play basketball now, because where I used to be to how I didn’t progress. I just let pople know they’re lucky. I had money all the time. Their was never a time I did’t have atleast $300 in my pocket. I was really getting it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbM9EP2G0LM

No Acception

I’m a scarecrow with no heart

I need a blood donor

vein donor

intestines donor

to feel me up with feelings

what was just said to me took everything

Is this how you feel when your dead

well how am I still alive

after enduring that Pain

All I did for yall

all we did together

I’m forever Tarnished

Blog #20

Explain a time when you weren’t accepted when you came home. Poem or song describing this. Explain a time when you weren’t accepted when you came home. Poem or song describing this

 

Since I been awayat school, to better myself. I’ve been away from my bestfriends. It was my first semester and I haven’t had the chance to go home in like three months. After that time pasted a friend of mine was going home and took me. I was so excited to go home to see my friends and family. When I seen that I was getting close to home my adrenaline started to pump.

I got home and seen my mom and sisters and we talked for a couple hours. I was basically telling them about my college experience. We laughed and joked for awhile, then it was time for them to get ready for school and work. I left and ran around the corner to see my friends who hang on the corner everyday. I was like wussup yall? My friends Rob was like FUCK OUTTA HEAR COLLEGE BOY! I no longer associate my self with any of them anymore.

I was reading a poem called Kidding Kids by Linda Ann Nickerson and she talks about people getting teased. It seemed so true of what she was saying. The way I felt after they said dat was like a person with no insides. in the Philadelphia school district we had to where uniforms because of people get teased. That’s how serious teasing is where I’m from.

I no I put you through alot but  I’m sorry

I’ve seen things my way

But I know realize I will have my time

You are good to me you never deserved what i put you through

Please don’t blame yourself

I did it regardless of the great home I have

Sending me away taught me a lot

That for you to send me away

Showed me you love me

I’m Sorry